i finally insert a chat box in this blog.
the html stuff to insert a chat box is still quite an easy stuff for me.
although i still dunno how to add the title and allow comment thingy..
bleh.

quite a lot of things happened recently. a bit complicated to blog it down 'coz it involves the degree of details which is hard to justify. somemore all parties i know one. tsk tsk. what de. i said i wana be low profile le.

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din manage to do anything at all for THE SECOND DAY already =( so unproductive. i hate. all because i spend too much time thinking abt the incidence i mentioned above. stupid lar. not like got any kind of resolution.

and its f***ing NONE OF MY BUSINESS except i know all of the people that involved!

so? no 'SO' lar. to quote ~ju's Stupid Brain. I want a new one! I also want a new one! one that is a little more self-centred *a-hem* and dont-care-too-much-dont-think-too-much abt what's not your concern.

tsk tsk. i want a new brain also.

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since i got no mood for study and assignment, i went to lab more often and do research hahaa.
but when back home can do what? i also dunno...
end up read news and read blog only. hahaa.
aiyo. other people's story again.
*dun be influnced dun be influenced dun be influenced*
**else slap slap slap slap slapppppp!!**

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I think the main reason to my grouchiness these days, besides the fact that my brains are fried, is that I am losing faith.
I used to be so hopeful. Hopeful of people, hopeful of friends, hopeful of relationships, hopeful of the good of people.

I stopped being so.

Someday, I wish the hope will come back to me. Yet I am wary that all the disappointments being hopeful might bring.

from ScarletTing's Out of My Mind

okie, i'm not alone. lolx.

i literally shut off blogger (my own) and blogspot/livej0urnal/xanga (friends) and facebook and even MSN so that i can put 100% concentration in to my MolGene mid-sem.

(okay, din manage to achieve 100% 'coz for me there is always SLEEP as one of my priorities.)

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molgene mid-sem is over.

well, at least i know how to do most of the question.

the key word here is, most. hahaa

whatever the result is, i'm glad one is down =]

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i went home with sore + sleepy eyes @.@

post-exam effect that is gonna take weeks to recuperate. hmph.

ha. wana catch some sleep but my housemate keeps bugging me abt some of her thought on other friends failing module, etc.

not that i'm not interested (for i have always been kay-poh), but i realize she will really bug me with the same topic if i don't appear to be occupied with work.

so i on my laptop and write this blog! lolx. hahaa. no link hor?

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went to facebook just now and realize my maxthon browser blocks facebook 'coz it constantly detects some errors =S brilliant. so who are those wei hong or alan chan that added me??

hmm, in case u wonder, facebook send ppl whole lot of notification to your e-mail inbox. okay, those option thingy can be edited. but i dunno how can? go ahead laugh laugh laugh all the way u want.

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this is hilarious: (taken from Zhang Ying's blog)

A conversation between “wood wood” BF & “gentle at heart” GF …

(international phone call)

BF: Hello

GF: U idiot! U gave me the wrong number… Why did u add a 0 in front of the 9? I called twice and couldn’t get through and I thought the uncle bluff me, actually this card cannot call… I even called the enquiry hotline and asked for the country code, then stupidly asked is it common to have a 0 before the 9 for handphone numbers in… And luckily ur intelligent GF went by my instinct and decided that there shouldn’t be a 0 before the 9, and finally got through… *blah blah blah*

BF: *SUPER taken back* Huh, who’s that?

GF: Eh u are… right? (oops can’t be called wrong number right…)

BF: Ya… *still in a daze*

GF: U dunno who I am? I’m ur GF lah.

BF: Why did u start scolding me once u got through, this is overseas call leh…

GF: Ya and u thought ur GF misses u so much, so definitely be very gentle when she calls u right? But I’m really so angry. U gave me a wrong number lor… *went on & on*

BF: *bo bian break into laughter* Hey, I want a refund. I thought I got a gentle GF.

GF: There’s no contract, ha…

(conversation finally became more “normal” after that)

friend iris said, cannot keep looking at such things. will make u wana fall in love blindly one.

lolx.

Love at a distance.

i realize i will need to have really enough sleep before i go to lab.

'coz i were to work with no one else but Tam.

i think our working style and attitude clash BIG time.

and if i didnt have enough sleep, i'll become very grumpy.

and when im very grumpy and he keeps giving me those hell-nvm-i'll-do-it-slowly and oh-i-got-no-coursework-no-assignment-due looks, i really have the urge to.....

BASH HIM UP!

&%^*&$^(&^$()^$@#^*^()*

i hope this night mare ends soon.

It's kindda ironic that after so many opinion seeked/ coin flipping/ "probability tests", you still decide on otherwise.

The Traveller's Gift

One of the NY Times Bestseller. (Okay, it very much depends on the reader, since most of the book out there will have the tag XXX bestseller thingy).

But i truly like this book. =)

When i grabbed it off from shelf back then, the word that caught my eyes was "traveller". Oh well, i shall admit, I'VE BEEN WANTED TO GO ON TRAVEL DURING WINTER BREAK. Oh well, that didnt happen. Oh well, at least for David Ponder, his journey was entertaining (and meaningful) enough that i finished reading the book in 1 day.

I shall not describe too much on how well is the plot and how captivating the story line are. (okay okay, my vocab sucks-lah!)

I would rather re-read the book again! Hahahaa.

See related.

单身潜逃

Been really moody lately despite it's just the second week of school starts.

And Penny's songs have been my remedy for that moody feeling. Music therapy? heh.


戴佩妮 单身潜逃
PS:我想我真的忘了,然而我不够坚强

我没有你想像中那么坚强
我只是擅长用微笑去伪装 不是吗
我没有你形容的那么勇敢
我偶尔也会慌

我也和你一样曾经年少轻狂受了一点伤
我们都是一样相信永远不远但坚持却有点难

就让记忆中的爱慢慢烧
烧痛了我们就逃
带着现实的拷这点我善于的微笑
通往没有你的轨道

就让记忆中的你慢慢老
老去了谁也得不到
带着我的祈祷这点我累积的问号
开始一次的单身潜逃

Listen it HERE.

Continuation from the previous entry.

And I like this even more.



"Whatis his race?"
"What is race?"
"Race is race car lar"

LOL! race car!
How I wish our people from our country are more unite irregardless of race.

It's gonna be our 51st birthday soon on 31st Aug =)
Can't wait for another nice ad for the celebration!

this is so awww....

i've gone through the induction course and hua-lah, i can start my project now. =)

although it's a 3-hour-so-damn-boring-oh-i-know-where-is-the-fire-extinguisher-and-the-first-aid-box-etc kindda 'course'.

i'm glad it's over.

to miss za bo (u know who u are)

happy birthday.

i have to made it really low profile. for both of us are those kind of people who dont like to be reminded abt our own birthday.

u know me that well also that u juz act blur on my bday. waahahaa. i appreciate that, really.

but i cant bring myself to act blur, ya know?! i miss talking to u and have mudpie together at nydc holland vi after midnight!

be happy ok. my sincere wish. to you.

yes. this is the like very first post that i'm gonna write abt my feeling after so long. been lazy and always dun-feel-like-writing mood predominating.

it really feels good coz after so long, when u called someone, and from the 'hello', they know it's you right away. i meean, after so long never talk on phone. like several months? oh well, probably it's not that long for some. but for me, yeah, i do think it's really very long already to count.

i miss all of u, dear friend and family. you are like an angel to me.

i really feel home sick these few days. i really do.

My friend ask me to blog abt my winter holiday, which i'm completely lazy abt it.

In a nutshell, i eat
and eaT
and eAT
and EAT

but nar, not like i've gained a lot of weight. i think i'm still quite light lifted except now i have some fatty acid plus triglycerides ard my waist. i think i will have a whole summer to burn that away. for now, i think it's more important to keep some- it's 6 deg minimum today, ya know!

oh well, that is procrastinate. i know. juz finding excuse-lah, it's holiday ok?

no pic. sorry. too lazy.

jdore

haiz

there's been some times since i read FF's blog. i like her blog 'coz most of the time it's juz so close to one's heart. gal's i mean.

for example, this one:

friendships and trust

it's juz so true.

私の趣味は映画を見ることです。最近急がしですから、何も映画は見ません。私は日本語の映画を見たことがありますが、あまり分かりませんでした。いつも友達と映画を見に行きます。一人だと映画は見に行きません。映画館の中で、大きい声で話してはいけません。煙草も吸ってはいけません。

今、学校の休みですから、多い映画はあります。私はドラエモンの映画を見るつもりです。今度の日曜日はこの映画を見られると思うっています。

it's been sometimes i read wan's blog. i do think her blog is better than xiaxue's coz hers at least got content.

recent blog that i like the most:

"reason"


especially the last sentence where she highlighted:-

在意的人就輸啦~~~~

how true.